If you get the chance, please watch this. My pastor, Noel spoke a couple of weeks ago and the Gospel is very explicit here. Not only is it clear, but at the end he addresses some lies that Christians can sometimes believe in spite of being called Sons and Daughters in His Kingdom. He points out that
no one is beyond redemption, and that in Christ, we are secure in Him.
Watch it... you'll be happy you did, I promise!! :)
[Your salvation is not anchored on your fears, or on your doubts... but on the PROMISE of God. If you have truly placed your faith in Him, then you are safe and secure in His hands, and no one can take that away... no one is beyond redemption]